I couldn’t sleep last night. The thought of losing my closest friend over the past few months scares me. I’m trying to remain positive but I just don’t want to say goodbye.
There is also a sense of strength I have developed that allows me the confidence to realize I’ll be ok. Yet with that understanding comes the knowledge that I don’t want to be alone.
And once again I find myself sitting here feeling every single emotion at exactly the same time. Unsure of how that’s even possible yet without a doubt the sensations are there.
One thing is certain, life continues to confuse me.